Backwards Thinking Cap Mafia.

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Sun, 18 Apr 2004 16:23:01 GMT

Now^

Before^

New pictures and Such

Sat, 17 Apr 2004 01:57:05 GMT

Hi,

I would just like everyone to know that...

I WANT TO SEX BECCA!!11

And now that you know that.. I love you all. Thank you.

OMG MATT IS HUGE - Matt's new picture

Wed, 14 Apr 2004 01:15:25 GMT

Easter

Mon, 12 Apr 2004 02:33:48 GMT

Just updating so my Dearest Becca has something to look at.

New pictures, by the way.

Okay, there is more, but I won't bore you with those. Today is Easter. Easter this year sucked. What a negative day I've had. I hate my family. I love you Becca, and thank you for looking. Later everyone.

My Dearest Becca

Sun, 11 Apr 2004 04:05:15 GMT

How I love you so.
Being your friend has changed me for the better. I have missed you so much. I know I haven't been the best person to be best friends with lately because I haven't been around so I've been the cause of some of your depression, but it's all the more exciting when we talk.

Remember that I love you and you've taken my breath away.

I love ass.

Sun, 28 Mar 2004 11:54:52 GMT

It's 7 in the morning and I suck. I am so stoned I can see shit. Brandon, just stop being you.

My friends

Tue, 23 Mar 2004 03:19:00 GMT

Pam and me.

Stevo, Carl, Me

Matt and his grey scale obsession.

Paul

Mom.

ME!!!

Stev-o

Paul and Steph

Trish and Me.

Franklin.

Matt #2.

Matt

Mon, 22 Mar 2004 22:46:55 GMT

hes back

I'm drunk.

Mon, 22 Mar 2004 05:55:10 GMT

Aye Becca,

I feel the booze brings out the best of me around the 12th shot. So here I go.. There's nothing about yuo I would change. I envy your strength and I love your personality. You are everything that is good and nothing that is bad. there is not one thing about you that i do not love. I share your witty sarcasm and playfulness. I often incorperate drug related situations with friends and see which makes me feel better. Somwhere down the line, i lost the ability to make myself happy without tools of rage, but then I realized what gratitude was, once again. You gave me that. For that, I thank you. You've reminded me what it is to feel and what exactly I live for. Not only are you my favorite e-friend.. you are my best friend, in general. You are human, and you are beautiful. I expect you to feel, and so you do and I love to feel for you, and I love for you to feel for me. Uncontional love is all I have for you. Despite all the obstacles, you're forever in my heart and holding great meaning to me. Even now, at my most tired moment, you are still the most beautiful girl I've laid eyes on, let no one tell you different. Take care, darling.

Yours Always,

Brandon

Snap Shots ..

Sun, 21 Mar 2004 20:32:31 GMT

This is me being gay.

Sun, 21 Mar 2004 00:23:01 GMT

Dear friend,

Hmm, where to begin. It'll be months before you read this but while it's on my mind, I'm going to spill it. You've been my best friend for so many years. You have nothing but positivity in your heart. I know sometimes it's hard for you to define what it is you love about yourself because well, no one ever told you what they love about you.. only what they hate. But, through all that shit, through all that pain and everything you've gone through.. You manage to uphold your positivity, and that IS what I love about you. That night we spent with all the "remember when's".. that was the best night of my life. I only wish I could've made things better, even though you said it couldn't have been any better because you spent it with the people you live for.

Bro, someday we're going to say, "Remember when you went away and tears filled your eyes and you looked at me with your glistened over face and said, 'I love you, and you are my brother forever.' and you let it out?.. Remember that, bro?" And you will smile like you always do and deny it, and we will laugh about things that have touched us both because we're too cool to get deep every now and then. It's like you tell me everyday, "You just can't judge a nigga by the things he's gone through."

This is to my best friend. You've changed me, bro, and to all the people you've touched, they know why. You're that great, man. I'm going to quote you now, and I'm going to let you know exactly how I feel.

"Everyday I say a prayer for my fallen homies, and spill the wine. The sound is overlapped by cheers. Everyday I think about you and everyday I hold back tears."

Someone once asked me if I feel alone. I said, "Yeah, the second I wake up and the second I fall asleep." For two seconds a day I feel completely alone. Seven hundred and thirty seconds a year, I feel completely alone. You figure that one out, bro. For now, I'm going to pour out my beer and I'm going to look up into the sky and pray that you're alright. I love you. Forever.

-Brandon.

Sat, 20 Mar 2004 19:54:59 GMT

THE REVOLUTION WILL NOT BE TELEVISED.

Fri, 19 Mar 2004 23:09:35 GMT

Worst day ever,

My best friend is in jail. For once in my life, I feel there is nothing I can do to stop this. If you know who my friend is, you know why it would sadden me to see him go. He's a good kid, and I miss you.

Thu, 18 Mar 2004 18:36:32 GMT

I AM SICK OF ALL THESE FASHIONCORE KIDS! dude, what is metalcore and hXc? I'm not fucking emo. EMO AND PUNK OR WHATEVER YOU CLAIM TO BE IS NOT A LIFESTYLE. I don't go around throwing it in people's faces that I'm alittle emo with a dash of hippie.

We listen to music, we fuck around with drugs and we skate... That's my lifestyle. What ever you wanna label, go for it. It's like Matt says.. "I been around so you really can't judge a nigga, you oughtta love a nigga cause I'm still breathin' and I'm still a rugged nigga"

You're all fucking posers.

So am I.

Fuck this.

Thu, 18 Mar 2004 03:56:50 GMT

Well..

I have always been a good kid. But unfortunately, I will never compare to most other people.

I am not a junkie.

This is me being negative. Blah. Today's gay.

I WANT TO SEX BECCA.

Ok..

There's this girl at school whose been eyeing me since I started. I just have no balls so I don't talk to her.

I'm fucking sad.

Later.

Thu, 18 Mar 2004 01:39:16 GMT

Tell me something you've always wanted to tell me. It can be anonomys or whatever, I don't care. Just tell me.

Wazzup

Wed, 17 Mar 2004 19:09:55 GMT

today is simpley amazing.

I'm so stoned right now, I can see shit.

DAMN PERCS!

I am not a junkie. I am not a junkie. I am not a junkie. I am not a junkie. X's infinity.

I love you all.

WAR; what is it good for? ABSOLUTELY NOTHING

Tue, 16 Mar 2004 23:38:13 GMT

god man. give me a sign.

School.

Mon, 15 Mar 2004 18:59:22 GMT

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get at me on aim to see more of this adventure

TRIP TO WALMART WITH GORDY!

Mon, 15 Mar 2004 05:58:38 GMT

on the way.

Gordy.

mr. orange and his basketball.

mr. orange pimpin' out.

mr. orange in danger.

!!!LMAO!!!

Rofl

gay....

i love this picture with everything in me.

ROFL.

i'm wearing army pants for my country.

hahahahahaahahahahahahahaha.

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this has been "Walmart Hour" with Gordy and Brandon. Thanks for watching.

My Art Pt. 1

Mon, 15 Mar 2004 05:22:00 GMT

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today sucks. so does my high. remind me to never roll double stack. TRIPLES ALL THE WAY!

Chillin' Timez

Sun, 14 Mar 2004 04:34:08 GMT

Chillin' Timez Pt. 1.

Ok, these were done between 3 months ago and now.

Me on board last week.

Ewww Short hair!

Paul and his girl.

Me and Paul after I won in wrestling !!

Goin' to school!

Gorgeous.

Matt's dog.

Smile much?

Sat, 13 Mar 2004 21:24:46 GMT

what is this you might ask.. i, yes I, drew this. am i not the coolest son of a bitch alive?

the past few days have been great. i'm definately moving here. it'll be great to get out of stepdad's intolerance and mom's gayness.

let me give you a philocephy (sp?) to live by..

brandon fucking rocks.

great, glad we could clear that up.

i'm pretty lonely. i'm here.. well, alone. sucks. either way, i fell off my board today. hurt my leg. it sucked.

allright. later

Sat, 13 Mar 2004 13:43:21 GMT

Today; fuck today.

fuck. fuck you. sell out. the music will not change.

yes!

Fri, 12 Mar 2004 23:46:54 GMT

am I not the most goergous stoner alive?